Finally I started to write again. But this post is going to be the restart count for upcoming post(s) (if any). I have to hide the old posts I've made due to a few reasons and of course, for not letting you guys to know how childish I was back then. Hehehe
Alhamdulillah. Life's getting better. I'm now married to a lovely husband whom I met approximately 9 months ago - where the miracle started to happen.
For those who know me in person, you'll definitely know my past. But remember the word of wisdom? Let by gone be by gone. I'm now letting them all go. Slowly but surely.
The way I figure it, everyone gets a miracle. Like, I will probably never be struck by lightening, or win a Nobel Prize, or become the queen, marrying a king of a kingdom in the Pacific Islands. But if you consider all the unlikely things together, at least one of them will probably happen to each of us. I could have seen it rain money. I could have stepped foot on Mars. But my miracle was different. My miracle was this: out of all the faces I drew, I ended up drawing the face of my husband. And this happened 14 years ago. I met my husband in August 2018.
When I first saw him in person, I always have the feeling of knowing him even before we met. But I can never recall my memory - sudah tua! until I went back to my kampung and start digging out my old stuffs. Then only I realized why I felt like I knew him! Also I realized that I was so berangan back then sampai boleh lukis-lukis muka a guy whom I never met.
So fast forward today, it has been a month since I marry him. Again, it's true what the wisdom word says,if you can love the wrong person that much imagine how much you can love the right one. I can never imagine myself could give this huge amount of love and care to my husband. And my love for him grows everyday. I thought I'd gave every love and care I had in my previous chapter. But nope, still a lot more coming!
My husband gives me a real meaning to this beautiful relationship. May Allah bless our marriage and let it be a means for us to become closer to Him in love and devotion. Let it be a source of untold blessings, happiness and joy. InsyaAllah. Aameen YRA.